Seven years

Dear Ashley,
It's been seven years since you left this earth to live with our Heavenly Father. 

Every year on the anniversary of your birthday and of your passing, I think of you.  I think of you every Mother's day and lots of days in between.

This year more than years past, it seems to have hit me more forcefully.  I think because you have a sweet new niece who was just born and when I heard about her birth, I had the strongest feeling and sensation that you knew her already because you'd been helping to take care of her until she was needed here.  It was such an incredible feeling and I was reminded again of your spirit and goodness.  I had that feeling two other times; when I had each of my boys.  I believe you loved on them before they came here and I'm so grateful.

The selfish part of me wishes we were raising our kids together on this earth; sharing funny stories, crying frustrated tears, and figuring out the whole mommy experience...  I know though, that you had finished your work on the Earth and that everything you needed to accomplish-including bringing Ashton to this world-had been done. 

You were an amazing friend; far wiser than your years, and I miss you more each year that passes.  I know you're happy and radiating the beauty & joy you always brought to others.
Can't wait to laugh with you again, Ash.

Love you,
Karli